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Wednesday, November 28, 2012

I want to win baby bedding. I love getting new bedding. Ask my husband. So I'm blogging this in the hopes of winning a really cute set. Here's the link to win it: https://www.facebook.com/SweetDreamsMyChild/app_228910107186452

Monday, December 5, 2011

Vision Forum

So I posted that last blog post for a contest I entered to win a gift certificate from Vision Forum... and guess what!!! I won a $100 gift certificate! I'm over the moon excited!!!

Monday, November 21, 2011

Amazing dolls and products.

I've seen a lot about Vision Forum and I've even been to a seminar they were part of. I always thought it was just for homeschooling families, but it really is a lot more. They have a great range of Christian books, toys, amazingly beautiful dolls- way more than just homeschooling curriculum (but they have a lot of that, too!).

Monday, October 17, 2011

Too long, but God's still working

I haven't learned everything God has in store for me to learn. The past couple weeks have been really hard on me. Really, really hard. I don't feel like myself. I'm stressing beyond anything I've ever stressed before. Even when Daniel didn't have a job. I'm sure part of this has to do with my thyroid, but anyway... everything is getting me down right now. I've been insanely stressed over money right now. How ironic is that? We both have jobs and now I'm still stressed about money. Did I seriously not learn my lesson last time? I know in my head that the Lord is going to take care of me, but boy, something in me is going crazy. So I think God decided He needed to give me another reminder of His goodness and loving kindness. I've been worried about all the costs associated with the house we still own. We have someone paying the mortgage, but the taxes and insurance fall on us. Also, we have an $8000 tax credit on the house that needs paid back in a couple months. I could not figure out how in the world we were going to do that. This morning I woke up to an email from the lady renting our house. Her old house sold and she had started the paperwork to purchase our house. It was like God hit me in the head (again!!) and said, "Hello! I'm still taking care of you!" So for a little while, I felt great. But then all these doubts started creeping back in. About crazy things. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I'm back to the minute by minute process of telling myself that God is in control and He continues to take care of me. I guess that's where I need to be! I just can't figure out why I can't get it through my head!

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

The Future is here!!!!

It's been too long since I've written. Since I last wrote we did get a wonderful job. The one I kept writing and wondering about. The Lord really seemed to open the doors and almost kick us through them. I am working now, but it's great. I actually feel like I'm using the gifts God has for me. Now, along with that, there are challenges. I'm putting tons of pressure on myself for every little thing. I really need to relax and let the Lord work though me. There are also so many things to get done. I'm still very easily overwhelmed. Just little things like unpacking the house, getting it cleaned, finding time to pick music, trying to pick the "perfect" songs, figuring out the future of the music program here, figuring out what I want to wear everyday. Yeah, that overwhelms me (and that's a whole nother post I'll worry about later).

I must admit, that as much as I loved the closeness, trust and full reliance with God I've had the last few months has been insanely wonderful, it is a relief to have a paycheck coming in. I'm striving for that same closeness, trust and full reliance, but it's really easy to slip back. Luckily, now I'm leaning on God in a different way. He's provided the job, home and money (and honestly, the stress level has dropped dramatically), but now it's relying on Him for leading others in worship. Realizing it's all about Him and not my voice that still cracks all the time or the songs the congregation doesn't know. It's a new aspect in my walk with Him. I really have to remember and remind myself of that now.

On a side note, if you haven't checked out Laura Story's song Blessings. You HAVE to! ASAP... go now!! This is the best song I've heard in a very long time. I just completely love it and can't wait for the track to come out. It really speaks to me, even though we've come out of that valley now, I know there are more to come. I hope it speaks to you in a powerful way as well.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

The Future

Things are looking very, very good right now. Very good. The Lord has taken care of us over the last few months. He has provided beyond anything we could imagine. Now, it seems that He is getting ready to provide even beyond that. I'm in utter awe over how He has worked things out. I shouldn't be... well... yes, I should be. He is God and He does amazing things. I still need to trust Him. I need to remember that when things are still going good, it needs to be a minute by minute decision to trust Him and rely on Him. In some ways, I'm sad. This time of fully living by faith are coming to an end. That's not true, though. Every day, I need to be fully living by faith. I need to remember that, too. I'm just so stinking excited to see how He's worked over the last 4 months. I had no idea how He would work things out and to see how His hand has worked is just... amazing. And to see what He has in store for us soon, just humbles me to no end. I just can't believe what He's done. We really don't deserve this. Oh, sweet grace... It really puts tears in my eyes.

I will admit, I'm still scared. I'm scared that the plans will fall through. But, if they do, God is still God and He has a reason. But, I also have faith that this is God's plan. This is what He had in store for us from the beginning. I feel like I'm in such a weird place. I want to shout from the rooftops and celebrate, but I am still holding back afraid things will change. Obviously, I'm a huge jumble of emotions. I'm so happy my mom comes tomorrow. I need my mommy right now!

So here's to the next chapter (hopefully). I believe it's going to be a great one!

Friday, February 18, 2011

I choose...

to trust. I choose to trust. I choose to trust. I choose to trust.